Feelings of a Loving Mother

Why?
Written By: Jessica Lozada
November 15, 2004

Don't you just sometimes feel tired of so many things going on around us?,.
I am sitting in front of my desk advertising my business, and reading emails and all of a sudden the phone rings, I already have this gut feeling it was going to be the school, why? well becuase since I decided to send my kids to school diferent things have been going on, and for what? I mean do we the good boys have to stay home because the bullies can't keep their hands to themselves,..
I picked up the phone and their was the Assistace Principal, asking for me,..Jose's Mom,..my 11 year old son, and what I even had in my mind had happened,..some bullies, were picking on all three of them,, my two boys and my daughter, they even broke his glasses, and now I told the principal things were going to be fixed one way or the other becuase I was already tired of all the abusive kids,...
You see sometimes, when we think things are being good, is when something happens, we send out kids to school to study and be great mens and womans, and what happens, that sometimes they loose alot, they get low selfesteem, feel lonely and even loose desire to go back to school, and all because of the other students that do not have not even the least interest in studying,..
I am a mother of four childrens, and it really bothers me as mom, sister and friend, to see all this going on in school, and why don;t we speak, speak out loud,..sometimes these abusive issues can cause suicide,..and alchol, or drug problem,.. I am sure there are alot of mom's out there who think just like me,..
I have been even thinking of organizing a support group for parents who feel like I do, I know their someone out there that can hear and support what I know can be best,..this is one of the reason , parents are taking their kids out of school to home school them, they are affraid of the bad things , they learn negative things in the first place and this is at school,..How many rapes from teachers to students and students to students?. We do not know they are uncountable, killings ,.fights, like I said and suicide,...
I do not want to over protect my kids, but I have noticed this is a must for all mom's.
I will protect them till I can, no matter what. Don't you feel upset with how unfair is life, >? I know I sometimes do, but I hold on to the only one that shows me life is fair, when you have Jesus, in your heart, home and family,...